Following NaPoWriMo I felt a need to get my geek on, so the first few posts there are heavy on the math/tech side of stuff.

Note from the field

Director: I write to let you know
that I am here, the infiltration
has been successful. I have acquired
a name, a job, a home
with family and pets who seem to regard me
with varied degrees of affection and trust.
I pass as one of the populace, for the most part,
though I get the occasional odd look.
They seem frantic and quarrelsome,
and I have yet to uncover the root cause
of either. There is much I do not yet
understand (for instance, the religious
fervor of their sporting rituals),
but I continue to observe. In order
to expedite my work, I request
that at long last you inform me
what my mission here is. Respectfully,
your agent in the field.

The future is now

Foster children deserve only
second-hand clothes: not a line from
Dickens, but from our leaders — tailored
suits and perfect teeth –

shoes to be polished soon by orphans,
chimneys swept by ragamuffins,
debtors sentenced to long drudgery in
sunless, airless rooms,

moldy cheese for the poor, their water
foul, lives cut short and yet too long,
while you sit down to roasted goose –
such is your dream.

But look, already the people press
their noses to your windows, they can’t
afford a future, their bellies are empty,
their hands filled with stones.

Entries from a Lemurian glossary

vev: I and another or others (but not you)

vevor: you and I (but not others)

vevan: we (all-inclusive)

pahdz: the space between two people

pahdzton: the space between two people who want to touch

lod: a unit of measurement of erotic charge

darod: a negative erotic charge

ebithad: to leave a part of one’s past with another

ethrazd: 1. outflowing desire, desire born of abundance; 2. the desire to create; 3. song

ildrazh: 1. indrawing desire, desire born of want; 2. bloody teeth

ortithrad: 1. to create by means of craft or artifice; 2. to hang something on a peg or nail

klovgad: 1. to create organically; 2. to bud; 3. to give birth

skriyaht: 1. beautifully ugly; 2. a housefly

oskaht: 1. tediously pretty; 2. a hollow tree

nicharad: to willingly believe what one knows is not so

But let me say, it was a terrific experience — a lot of fun, and educational for me as well as (I hope) for the kids.

burned toast
crunches between my teeth
neighbor’s house on fire

–

gusty winds
a fat robin flies
into a kite string

–

budding lilacs
wet with rain
a newly dug grave

–

chairs scrape the floor
pencils scratch on paper
woodpecker knocks

–

country church
no A/C, woman’s strong perfume
I’m going to barf

–

the clown
does a cartwheel
his nose falls off

–

sipping coffee
garden through the window
cats fighting

–

grand canyon
sun on my head
no chairs anywhere

–

Current River flooding
shoes suck out of mud
soggy newspaper

–

look in the mirror
lines on my face
from the CPAP mask

–

green jacket
hole in the sleeve
a spider crawls out

–

an owl calls
sliver of moon
ham frying

baby’s umbilical cord
drops off –
caught by the dog

Accessories

Thunder moves closer,
lightning flashes brighter.
How long since I sat and watched
a storm’s show — cup of tea,
candle and matches,
you?

Virtual intelligence

Chess masters, I’ve read, play more
and more like the machines
they train against. IBM’s Watson
takes Jeopardy, and could doubtless
out-deduce Holmes himself. Simulated
sea battle tournaments are won
by players who let
software devise their strategies.
In Pakistan, American drones kill
– well, we’re not sure who,
but they perform beautifully.

The long and short of it

As the past grows long, the world shrinks:
print dwindles, voices and flavors recede;
the old crowd diminishes by a friend
this month, an aunt the next; your parents leave
and take childhood with them; all roads
converge to the path you’re on, and that
doesn’t reach far — you’re nearly at the gate.
And as time grows short, the world expands:
children get tall, become families; pills bulk
and stick in the throat; stairs stretch
and multiply; your helpless body’s needs
loom greater, sprawl across the hours;
and the love inside, the ache
and the love, swell for what’s left,
for the faces and moments
you know now were never yours:
too soon, everything will be put away.

18b

Shellac umpire the two asthma dye?
Thwart moral ivy land moray timber weight:
Roof wines douche ache dither long beds oh my,
Handsomer sleet as alto shore dude ate:
Scum dive doo-wop the aisle of helping signs,
Hands off henna scold come bless skin hymns;
Hand ovary bare frump fearsome tidy climbs,
Bite chins ornate churls aging curs undreamt;
Butt thigh neater gnaw some morsel nut vague,
Nora Lou’s position off thatch furs the rawest;
Know shell depth rag towel one driest inner shed,
Win any turn a lion’s tooth I’m the grossest;
Salon has mannequin breed, arise canned sea,
Saline liver tests, auntie’s guest slice toothy.